Gotta stay real quiet now... let the anger, pain and closed eyes not see me for a while...I can't hear well thru the righteous screams that echo; you have to push those emotional utterances aside. I need to focus on bigger pictures and concentrate what's coming thru; not a defense of a supposed wrong conclusion on my part.
it makes no sense i know..... so be quiet please until it does; I don't judge too well, that's not my job; i get what comes through, but intepretatation takes time and energy; both are in very short supply now.
All I ask is do not make the mistake I've already made many times over.... don't judge and in that pool of collective i will feel the lessening to judge you and others. it's a place we go, where our bodies and our sense of greater ego; what we understand of who we are here and now, cannot enter; it is shed at the bank like clothing; you are hot, bothered, angry, emotional, and so many other distracting emos and thoughts as you look at the clear blue; you must shed these, before you can enter; otherwise you can eternally just look on. not truly finding, just as the breezes you will feel but not the cool, water of peace.
And as a conductor to the train of mutuals; this place is easy to give and send all meanings of what past, present and future all.
I must be still; you must let me be... still for a long while; months, years, eons. __________________________
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