i have shocked myself. i am truly, strongly, wholy, in grief. i watched lexx because it was silly, funny, clever and smart and far more "realistic" than star trek. i didn't realize i got involved. its been three days since the last episode and i can't dry my eyes. i not only feel like my mother died, i don't ever want to be this attached to a character i liked so much again. MM, you got me.
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