We all know the one.... if a butterfly in China flaps its wings then rain falls in Manhattan. I also kinda look at the Animatrix stab at the infinite yet wholly interconnectiveness of all phenomena and then I think of the possible yet impossible obtainment of desires and dreams.

 

It seems that in a moment of time we can make a determination and yes, set the fullillment of that determination into motion but totally negate the fullfillment of this desire or wish or determination by negativity. One thought cancels the other out.

 

So I drag myself back to Einstein.... E=mc2. Let's interpret this as someone taught me. E= equals everything and I do mean everything, m = matter. c2 .....I don't remember what it scientifically means but for my purposes let it mean energy squared.

 

So if you wish to obtain a particulate out of everything E you must work with what you have matter m  and a large amount of energy c2. That energy can be in many forms; it could be your actual musculature or it could be just power of controlling thoughts. I use my chanting as my c2.

 

But remember, as  I alluded to before, a slight turn in thoughts changes the everything factor. like those flutterby wings.

 

Now, I said I would finish BSG and I will, and I know I'm going to be let down by the half-assed explanation of Starbuck's disappearance and re-appearance. So, I comfort myself with my version of the explanation and though it truly is a rip from Animatrix, it's better than nothing.

The nebula they'll say is some type of portal; I say its a tool.... it allows for movement from universe to universe just as deja vu is a hiccup between parallels. I find that feeling of deja vu a comfort now because I've changed what the ouylook was going to be to one that turns out better.

 Let's get back to SB..... since she was a child she has seen this "mandela" symbol.... she also had a belief that Earth is real.... like the Nexus of olden golden ST days, these desires, expressed and hidden; ones she is conscious of and not so aware of..... the illusion she must have, that we all have , we steer our "boats" our lives by the cold, clear truth of daylight or else descend into a pool of madness. Yet we are also attached to the uncontrolled, unbidden,

thoughts of the subconscious, the feeling of the right hand knows not what the left hand does, that instinctual drive which also plays with us, and beckons us to make other choices.

 

Let us say for instance it was a destiny to reach this long-dreamed trinary mist of space; to make a choice to follw the raider in yes, that is the matter, but the energy squared is the thoughts from a disturbed childhood through to an equally rocky young adulthood. The everything she hoped for comes in the switching from one universe to the next and building the hope for Earth and what it means like she rebuilt her viper. 

 

I'm just scared they'll use parallel universes again. Cripes, that's been done. Unless there is a new spin to that old dog, people are going to be unhappy.

 

That is unless you are the type of fan that gives  an epi a 10 sight unseen.

 

So, if I take my own words seriously then this next ep would be a 3.0 household, right?

 

Sorry Charlie. I don't play against my gut feeling, my instincts.... which say a slight drop but basically the same household amount as last week.

 

I recommend watching the Animatrix more than the second or third movie.

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